“Is suffering so very serious? I have come to doubt it. It may be quite childish, a sort of undignified pastime. I'm referring to the kind of suffering a man inflicts on a woman or a woman on a man. It's extremely painful. I agree that it's hardly bearable. But I very much fear that this sort of pain deserves no consideration at all. It's no more worthy of respect than old age or illness.” says one of my idols Colette… One of the strongest woman on earth. I also have my own doubts about suffering. It is quite childish indeed yet certainly disrespectful to your life. Sometimes life really becomes unbearable. You live like as if you are the only one who made bad choices. It’s been quite a while since I last thought of myself as a weak person. Probably never thought of myself as a weak woman. Recently I have been one. No matter how much I am ashamed of my experiences and no matter how hard it is for me to wake up… I realised I’ve made some very bad choices in l...